Gabriella Marie
Words that I cannot easily admit to myself
Gabriella Marie
Words that I cannot easily admit to myself
Words that I cannot easily admit to myself
Words that I cannot easily admit to myself
Stars above, please guide me to see
That there’s something out there, something waiting for me
I look to the skies and I wait for God’s sign
That the path will show up with their light as my guide
Praying for the universe to wake up and see me
Wishing so hard on a star that can’t help me
I look to the stars to help me find a way
now they’re just falling to the ground and even they won’t stay
Drea...
Sometimes in a hospital, silence is a voice, the strangest noise. Reprogrammed with buzzers and beeping machines, noise is etched into our brains as a constant focus. I don’t think that will ever go. I will miss the silence though.
I hadn’t thought I would miss it here, I was so focused on leaving it all behind that I forgot to realise what it was I was walking away from. It was a community, a h...
I tried so hard to be what I thought you wanted. The funny thing is, I think I was the person you wanted for a while, but then you just changed your mind.
I spent so long refining my ways, my patterns, my love for you, to be just what you needed. Then you changed and decided that you wanted more.
You have a right to change your mind, of course you do. To make me feel like I wasn’t good enough was...
An ally that I thought I had
I could only see the good, not bad
At first it showed itself so suddenly
Now all I see is a truth so ugly
You made us think that we were wrong
Covering up your shame so long
As we questioned why we were so awful
To think that you were good and lawful
You fooled us once, but not again
I cannot trust you, I won’t pretend
You want it back and I can’t give so eas...
“You’re back” it says with a cheery whisper.
“I’m back” she said.
“I thought it would be longer before I would be, but here I am”
Sammy felt the vibrations of death around her, almost like it was shuddering at Sammy’s warm body hitting her frozen grasp again.
Relaxing her body, Sammy didn’t even flinch at deaths cold fingertips. After all, it was the second time this week, and it was becoming mor...
The spark had not existed
Until our eyes had met
Her hand upon my shoulder
Her face I’ll never forget
She waited on my turn
To point to the book in my hand
I could not have read a line of it
It’s words, I couldn’t understand
Because my breath was taken away
My mind it went so cloudy
I hadn’t know such utter connection
Until that love had found me
I tried to blink but all I saw
Were o...
When cries stop being heard
That’s when we must pay attention
A war raging on for weeks
We become immune to the mentions
“Because life just goes on”
“we all have our things”
Is just an excuse to downplay
all the guilt playing ignorance brings
We all have our hardships
I know that we do
I remain grateful for a life
Where I have a hope I can turn to...
I could think of anything, but I’m thinking about them.
I’m not sure how I feel about it. They’re cool and mysterious. Serious faced except when something makes them laugh and then I can’t stop looking. They are gorgeous. I’ve always thought that about them, if only we had more time together. “I don’t think they care to get to know the real me, the one who laughs and loves and thinks” I say to my...
I’m sure it is paradise, but I am alone
Natural beauty, untouched
A day is far too long
Without another human soul to share it with
Wild animals roam free
Nothing to hurt me
But sinking loneliness
Just one hammock in the tree
Hummingbirds sing, sweet songs to each other
My laughter goes unheard
What life is this, if not to know another?
I would rather have been spared...
A bumbling feeling when you mention the names
Of the far away lands that I dream
The need and desire of knowing it all
All the places that are yet to be seen
My eyes have seen such wonderful places
My heart has met love on the way
The crux of it all is the world that we know
Is only a brave decision away
To change our lives and say we have lived
Is an honour to take to the grave
For some i...