jaycie

hi! i’m jaycie — a fourteen year old girl who loves books, pinterest, and playing piano :) my goal is to post more this summer! trying to improve my writing daily! current read: throne of glass series. favorite book: the reappearance of rachel price.

jaycie

song

jaycie

1 min read

i wanted you to think im smart

never thought that i would seem naive

now all i’ve gots my broken parts

cause you said you would never leave

i guess you didn’t think that through

didn’t think you’d have a change of heart

cause what you said was never true

by leaving me you’re leaving you...

Poetry

Romance

feedback?

jaycie

1 min read

and when i start to think about him i can’t stop i can’t ever stop thinking and feeling and-

i decide i need a distraction.

i take off my clothes piece by piece and try to convince myself that every layer i take off is another layer of thought and emotion and whirlwind and stress and exhaustion taken off my body.

i fail.

the faucet turns easily, and i watch as water drip drip drips down the d...

monster

jaycie

1 min read

they created a monster inside of she

a danger, a threat, to society

they created a monster of steel and brick

so impenetrable it makes her sick

they created a monster, and her real self drowned

somewhere out there and not to be found

they created a monster with no remorse

and she screamed until her voice grew hoarse

they created a monster, spared of regret

a monster with things to ruin yet...

Poetry

Death’s Bride

jaycie

4 min read

The first thing I notice about him are his eyes. They are cold and lifeless, empty black orbs devoid of emotion. That alone is enough to make me want to get the hell out, and that’s besides the fact that the moment he stepped foot in my house, I could feel his presence. I could feel the chill he sends through my bones.

I shake off the shiver that tickles my spine and move closer to the fireplace,...

Thriller

YA fiction

every time

jaycie

1 min read

i am not a toy to be used

i am not yours to use

at all.

i am not a game to be played

i am not yours to play

at all.

i am not glass to be broken

i am not yours to break

at all.

but i am still used

i am still played

and i am still broken

each

and every

time....

Poetry

forever

jaycie

1 min read

my phone dings

i blink

it rings

i sink

i read

i bleed

i cry

i die.

“i don’t think i’m in love with you anymore”

since when?

why not?

just friends?

but i thought

we were

better together

together

forever?

light as a feather

were the secrets

whispered from

the abyss of

your lips

soft as rain

were the

little kisses that

you left behind

on my cheeks

gentle were the

fingers you used

to stroke ...

Poetry

Romance

just a draft

jaycie

1 min read

iMessage

Jan 6th, 1:22 P.M. ~

ethan, are you sorry you left?

iMessage

Jan 7th, 5:43 A.M. -

Why are you texting me, Mari? I thought I made it clear how I felt about our situation.

iMessage

Jan 7th, 6:04 A.M. ~

i just wanted to know if your opinion changed after three years. if you wished you’d been here to watch emily grow up.

iMessage

Jan 7th, 6:07 A.M. -

I left because I had to. God knows how ...

YA fiction

grumpy x sunshine

jaycie

2 min read

“are you okay?” 🌧️

“me?! i’m fine! you’re the one with the bullet holes!” ☀️

“doesn’t matter. this job doesn’t come with health insurance.” 🌧️

“oh my god, put the gun down. you’re just going to hurt yourself if you stand up.” ☀️

“i don’t need to stand. i just need to be able to shoot.”🌧️

“what is up with this weird, dark brooding thing you’ve got going on right now?”☀️

“i’m the grumpy cha...

Humour

Romance

tears of glass

jaycie

1 min read

i’m just

breaking

until i’m

broken.

as broken

as the glass

on the table,

reminding me

of how hard he

slammed

the door

when he

left.

i keep

faking

until i’m

not.

until i can

shut the door

and let down

my walls

and cry

tears of glass

cutting down

my cheeks

until my eyes

are swollen

and my cheeks

sting

from the slice

of the

tears.

i avoid

speaking

until i think

i ...

Poetry

don’t blink

jaycie

4 min read

Tw: this is a really long poem, like absurdly long, and might not even be worth the read because i’ve never had a daughter, i just really want one so i figured i’d give this a shot. this is also just a draft so idek at this point… also i didn’t follow the prompt. but despite all that, feedback would be great!

——————

at first you are small,

your tiny fingers curled

around mine.

does that mean

yo...

Poetry