I want her more than anything

I already tell her everything

She’s my tranquility

I need her more than anything

I don’t sleep well without her speaking to me

All the other boys that fumbled are under me

Sorry back to you you’re a Picasso piece

You’re lovely

Yes indeed

You’re my everything

This song is me telling you something

I hope you’re trusting me

Yes, I know

We aren’t a thing

But...

Wearing a mask

Because without it everything starts to crumble

Pretending to be a butterfly

Because if people found out i was a moth

i’d be crossed off

I would not be worth any thought

Everyone else is stressing

So i gotta wear a mask

Never confessing

Keep on blessing everyone around me

Keep on smiling

Being a butterfly

Because oh lord if anyone found out my true self

I’d be bye myself...

1/21/22

Today was great, one of the best days ever i called my crush and she picked up I know that sounds cheesy but she’s so beautiful I would give the world just to be with her.She’s so smart and creative

1/23/22

I never thought a male could be fan girling over a girl but here I am lol

I’ve wrote so many songs about her for her she’s amazing she lights up my world but she probably doesn’t Li...

I’m tired

Of holding on to someone who wouldn’t do the same

It’s time to let you go and learn to love myself again

Yea

I’m not trying to wait another day

Haven’t I waited long enough

I’m ready I see the peace in the light

I’ve lived in darkness my whole life

I’m done

I’m done being stuck in ur chains

I need to change the way I feel has to change

I didn’t even know we said goodbye

You lef...

I watched as red roses turn to grey

Vibrant colors distain when i’m around

No more sunny days if I’m in your life it’ll only rain

Shame shame upon my name

Losing ur game

Losing gain

You left an ugly stain

You hurt me now i’m numb to all the pain

It all happened in one night

I felt like i had so much time

You said youd stay right by my side

Where are you now

You see its people that i h...

You made me hate myself

Were both someone else

And now you need help

And i cant be there it hurts like hell

We used to be tight like that

Now you wanna fight it doesnt have to be like that

Im not trying to war like that

You gotta understand that i cant fight back but I need to face facts

And thats the fact that you’re different now we got issues where distant now

We both know somethings m...

On the outside he’s calm and collected but if you go in his mind youll find he’s not fine and has a rough life gun shots car crashes children crying father abandoned bullets flying memories of him being abused and all the times he’s tried to end his life

He tries to push his thoughts back and bury them

Now he’s 21 becoming his father drinking numbing thinking because his fiancé  left him truth...

You are everything without you this world is nothing are we something?

Im scared but when i talk to you its easy trusting

This is a loving not a lusting

When ur with me i’ll never be numbing.but without you im nothing do you understand me ?

Butterflies in my stomach when your around

You never put me down

I can be myself when you’re around

Girl hold me down

I hope I never make you frown

You ...