TheLakes17
I want auroras and sad prose. Here exploring my own folklore
TheLakes17
I want auroras and sad prose. Here exploring my own folklore
I want auroras and sad prose. Here exploring my own folklore
I want auroras and sad prose. Here exploring my own folklore
I can’t believe they know
Now that they broke inside
And they can see the dark ink blots
That stain my mind
What if they freak out?
Or worse, what if they don’t care?
What if this blows up
And gets stains everywhere?
They said the heist was out of love but
My pain is MINE to tell!
I gave them my story
To...
I have no more feelings
I’m all feelinged out
So there is nothing left
To write about
Does this mean I’m ok now?
Or am I just totally drained?
Why am I still shaking my pen
Like a woman deranged?!
Writing was a lifeboat
In an endless black sea
But now I can’t tell what’s changed
These waters or me...
Healing is a glacier that creeps
And melts
Until it suddenly
breaks
The sky was blue today
And laughter wasn’t forced
Despite last night
Drinking myself to sleep
What’s the difference
Between a glacier and a tundra?
One has a destination
And it looks like I finally processed
That I found mine
Ah! This glacial lake is frigid
...
They say I’m not even trying to get better.
But they have no idea what I’ve been doing in the dark.
I dated the sun in secret,
Yeah, and I thought she loved me too.
Her light and warmth soaked my ghostly skin,
Her yellow brightened up my blue.
She made me feel special.
Like I was the only one she liked.
So I told her all my secrets,
To feel chosen I was psyched.
But then I got too eager,
I fl...
It
feels
good
to
fall
Or maybe it doesn’t
I don’t know
But what I do know is
It’s a relief to not be climbing
To not be reaching
To not be trying to prove that I deserved to be there in the first place
The verdict is in
I don’t
And now I’m free
To do nothing
To be nothing
To amount to nothing
Isn’t that something?
I can finally turn off
Stare at the wall and love it
Because n...
TW: self-harm
My wounds are words
That speak the story
Of the things I feel, but can’t say
Reminders of the actions I took
To take back control
To stop feeling this way
The blood is release
It’s exhale
As it flows down my leg
Giving my pain attention
Concreteness
So it no longer has to beg
To others, it’s scary
It was to me at first too
I never understood
How this was something ...
We were hanging out in your dorm room
At 1:30 am on a random Tuesday night
Listening to music with your roommate and his friend
We were debating the appropriateness
Of wearing a corgi t-shirt to a fancy club
You were teaching me guitar
Because I always wanted to learn
And you didn’t make me feel stupid
For wanting to
You had sad eyes
You’d told us on that pre-orientation backpacking tri...