Hi❤️ I’m 15!!! and love reading and writing! 💕💕 GO FOLLOW MAKYLA SHES MY BESTIE IRL!!!💕💕💖💖💖💖🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️❤️ Fav book is The Outsider’s!! “By hurting me, By leaving me, You killed us.” -SQ🖤 (my pfp is of where I grew up 🤭🥰🫶🏻)
Hi❤️ I’m 15!!! and love reading and writing! 💕💕 GO FOLLOW MAKYLA SHES MY BESTIE IRL!!!💕💕💖💖💖💖🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️❤️ Fav book is The Outsider’s!! “By hurting me, By leaving me, You killed us.” -SQ🖤 (my pfp is of where I grew up 🤭🥰🫶🏻)
The void that you filled in each of our lives,
Now forever empty
The words that you’d say and things you would write, forever lay unchanged,
All of us here pray for the family and friends, wish you knew that you were plenty,
Maybe if we’d just spoken up or said these things before you left, things could’ve been different
But we didn’t and now your gone and each feels like they’re to blame, ...
“I was just trying to be what you wanted.” Tears began to well up in my eyes as I let those words escape. “I tried so hard, but nothing I ever did was enough for you! I suppose I was just someone you could talk to when no one else would answer or when you felt alone and knew I’d go along with anything you wanted. I can’t believe I fell for that!” I yelled much louder than I wanted and now people w...
As I push the brown hair up out of his face and look into his gorgeous hazel-green eyes I know where I am. I take a deep breath in and out never breaking the eye contact. It’s like something I can’t explain. He’s perfect.
I smile wide. “What?” He chuckles.
“Nothing.” I smile again.
I sat there in that moment for a long time. Soaking it up. Knowing that he really does love me. Knowing that I ...
“Ok so! There are 2 things I remember from my childhood. I just don’t remember realizing it would be about me. First, I remember my mom. She would always have this almost sad or scared look in her eye and she’d say “Dreams are a complicated hive of things that will happen, could happen, and have happened woven together with little bits of fiction.” She only spoke of this when I was 4 or 5 years ol...
I sighed grumpily as I tugged on my worn out, dark green rain boots. I reached for the hook on the back of my door and grabbed my blue raincoat. I fumbled with it to put my arms in and flipped up the hood. I swung the chipped, broken, appartment door open. The damp concrete beneath my boots scrapes loudly as I walk on it.
The puddles seap into my duct taped boots. Soiling my mood even further. ...
I remember how it happened. I know the exact date. The day… I fell in love for the first time….
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MAY/ 20 / 2056
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I hear and feel my phones jagged hums as I slowly start to wake up. My eyes don’t want to open due to the crust that formed around them from all thr crying last night, I knew it was rough, but I never imagined it was to this degree.
I get out of bed excited- no- hopeful...
I feel my phone buzzing in my back pocket and decide to ignore it for a moment. If it’s important they’ll call again but if not I’ll just call back later. I let the phone stop ringing and continue cleaning the dishes, but the phone rings again. I decide to go ahead and answer it in fear that it’s important. I pull the phone out of my back pocket to see it’s Damian, my newly wed husband. I slide th...
I paid my dues,
Followed through,
You though that I didn’t love you,
Broken glass,
Shattered past,
Lost between first and last,
Small and wild,
Eyes of a child,
Wondering why things are never mild,
Toss and turn,
Begin to learn,
Why the world will always burn,
The things I’d gain,
The more it’d rain,
The more my heart was left in pain,
Never thought what it’d cost her,
Sorrow and pain start...
You know that feeling? The one that you’re never alone or your constantly being watched? I know that feeling like no other. But things got worse when I turned 18…
I hear my alarm clock blaring in my ear as I start to stir. “Nooooo” I groan. I never want to get out of bed. 15 minutes after my alarm clock went off I finally decided to get out of bed.
I walked like a zombie towards the bathroom an...
I sit in my house alone as the rain downpours outside. Its a large house, more than I ever could’ve dreamed for. The gorgeous 10 foot tall windows, the fancy front door, the expensive black and gold furniture with the white staircase that looks like it was stolen from a princess castle. It’s perfect but empty.
Day after day I wake up, I sit alone at my 15 foot long dining table to eat, I sit in ...